What will be will be. Patience is a virtue, a virtue I do not have. Love is the most important thing to me in life, to love and be loved. Love is that security, that feeling of being invincible, that complete grounding to the Earth. I love myself, yet I am constantly looking for and focusing on being love by a man, and not just any man,
the man. This man is the one who I dream about, the one I pray for, the one I talk to at random points knowing that wherever he is he is still receiving my love. I am impatient with this idea of love, not the man. College is not where I will find him, I will find him somewhere along my travels or he will find me. At some point we may lose touch and have to wait years before reconnecting, but I will go through all of that heartache just to feel that incredible and unconditional love.
I am trying to let go of the idea of that person until we happen upon each other, I won't be looking, just living life. We all deserve the greatest love, if there was more love in the world rather than deceit and hate then it would be a much happier and safer place.
I'm just rambling at this point, don't know where I started or where I am going, kind of like Michael Scott says! To anyone who is listening, I love you. Thank you for reading my thoughts and for being you. You deserve love, we all do.
My mother tells me that any man who truly deserves me will love me more than my dog loves me, and that is the damn truth!
Colbie Caillat- Capri
Here is to some day experiencing that monumental unconditional love.
Tori
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| Beau and I wearing matching sweaters on Christmas Day |
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